well, after a good 8 mths of thought, i've decided that it would be best if i moved to town. my bf's mom told me i could stay with them and she has pretty much been preparing to have a baby living there. she's giving my bf's old room back to him. well, its just i dont know how to bring it up to my parents. they wanted to move my sis out of her room and try putting me in there, which wouldnt really work becus the bed she has is like a homemade bunk that i would never be able to get into, let alone out of. there's not much room for a crib. both my parents smoke and the hot water doesnt really work. and it would take forever for anyone to get here to take me to the hospital when i go into labour. i feel guilty becus my parents have been supportive this whole time. but at this stage i just feel it would be easier for everyone if i went and stayed in town.
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