I just need to vent I have dealt with depression all through my teens and my entire adult life but I have never had to be hospitalized for it until this weekend I have been under a lot of stress lately so much so that I havent even been able to work wich only makes things even worse my husband and I have been married for 11 years we argue over every thing even the most irrelevent details can cause the biggest fights friday I had had all I could take and took 20-25 xanax and I have never taken more than 1 1/2 at the time before then on saturday we faught again and then I really just couldnt take it any more so I finished off a bottle of muscle relaxers and a hand full of tylanol any way the police were called and I was kept in th er over night and then transfered to a state mental hospital I have been thinking for a long time that my husband and I are just not good for each other we only bring out the worst in each other and after the events of this past weekend I believe now more than ever that divorce is the answer I really believe my very life may depend on it financially I am unable to support myself and dont have a support system any one out there have any advice I dont think I have ever been more depressed in my life
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