There are times with depression and anxiety that for me the same things can be either of the two. I could watch the very same movie if I’m feeling anxious and it can soothe and distract me or tilt the angle on the playing field and I fall seemingly forever. If my chute would open I could save myself but not now, just don’t think about the landing and I’ll be fine.
My depression comes out as extreme anger at first. I'm ready to teach anyone who choses to act like an ass to me a lesson in how to really and truly be an ass. I am usually extremely patient with people, so when that side comes out, well, it's a bit of a shock, and my meanness has such a direct hit as to the other person's issues, that it's almost cruel. then I get depressed. I think the...
I've realized that life feels more like a chore than anything. There's no fun or relaxation anymore, just the chore of existing. I've felt this way for a long time and I'm not sure how to help myself stop feeling this way.