i have meen having what i can only assume are flashbacks, i looked in the mirror yesterday and now no longer see myself, i see a shell of the person i was. monotony and tedium is most days as there is little to do without spending money, even reading and needlework cost. i wish i had the monetary freedom to do all the things i loved, no one will employ me because i have re-occuring depressive disorder, so i am left on government money wich makes me feel worse.
feel like my soul has fucked off on me, like all the motivation to do anything. i wake, i watch s**t to pass the time, i eat and then sleep bcause thats all i can afford.
Hello everyone my name is Jason and my noe ex wife of 14 years ask for divorce after wanting to leave me to focus on daeing a woman and Ive tryed to date been at it 2 years now with the online datieng thing and no luck. So woundering what else to do to find a new partner move on with life. Seems to me like its easier for gay people to find love again then straight people like myself.
Tonight I made fragrant bismati rice, coconut fried chicken, fried red potatoes and onions in jalfrezi sauce, and creamed spinach. It was soooo good! I might add this one to the cookbook!