What kind of depression would you call this? I seem to have the symptoms of sevral different types of depression.I get hallucinations when really bad,I either over eat or under eat,sleep way too much or have extream insomina,Feel completey hopeless and helpless,want to(and obbses about)commiting suicide.I have attempted around seven times,onece I came very close to the end.Feel physically sick,aching all over like the flu,nightmares,rage,day dreaming to the point where I can't get out of my bed.Lose contact with my friends,self harm,ect.I can also become emtionaly numb and not feel physical pain.It looks like the symptoms of clinical depression but also psychotic depression and Atypical depression.The worst feeling is that even when I feel at lowest,that dead inside feeling I keep on gooing down,it's like the hole that never ends.
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