Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i find things so hard to say. so it comes out rambling and confused. but here-
fk. i keep typing things then going back, because its stupid and doesnt make proper sense. here -
ok i dont care il just say whatever comes into my head - im lost, i have problems with eating, drinking, sometimes codeine although im good at controlling that right now. i have a job. im 18. my work gets me down. there are bitches ther that complain about everything i do even if i did it right. i have to pretend to them and my family that i am ok. otherwise they call me moody and be nasty about it. make bad comments about depression.
im feeling desparate. i tried to kill myself near end of last year. i drank lots and lots of vodka straight. but anyway. im feeling desparate and i dont know what to do.
i cant keep going i just cant. 2 guys treated me really bad and alot of the time when im feeling really depressed they just wont go out of my head, their faces etc.
i dont know what to be or what to do. i dont know anything apart from i am lost.
HELP ME
fk. i keep typing things then going back, because its stupid and doesnt make proper sense. here -
ok i dont care il just say whatever comes into my head - im lost, i have problems with eating, drinking, sometimes codeine although im good at controlling that right now. i have a job. im 18. my work gets me down. there are bitches ther that complain about everything i do even if i did it right. i have to pretend to them and my family that i am ok. otherwise they call me moody and be nasty about it. make bad comments about depression.
im feeling desparate. i tried to kill myself near end of last year. i drank lots and lots of vodka straight. but anyway. im feeling desparate and i dont know what to do.
i cant keep going i just cant. 2 guys treated me really bad and alot of the time when im feeling really depressed they just wont go out of my head, their faces etc.
i dont know what to be or what to do. i dont know anything apart from i am lost.
HELP ME
-
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
-
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...
Substance abuse is hard coupled with depression, especially because codeine has the same effect as depression on your motivation, except with a layer of euphoria. It becomes easy to sit in your hole doesnt it. Its also your worst enemy, get out and try new things, go to the movies, exercise etc. It may not eradicate the symptoms of depression - but it can elevate your mood enough to get your stuff in order to help you get out of the situation your in. Btw i completely understand the zombie argument, as i myself am not thrilled by the idea of being addicted to another substance (controlled to be non-pc). However, OTC, Prescrip. codeine or watever you progress to after your tolerance builds up after long-term self medication is worse. Hope your feeling alittle better
It seeemed so hopeless before finding the right drug.
Of coarse I am NOT a physician and only a professional can say if Paxil is for you. I hope you get better soon.