I used to have great faith in the Lord, went to church, many churches my whole life. Then once I started to get depressed, and had battled with it for a while, I felt as though, if there is a God, why would he let people lead such painful, miserable lives? I honestly think we ARE living in hell. As many great things that there are here on Earth, if you look around, there's suffering everywhere - on so many different levels. How could a man with such love let life continue to thrive this way? I just don't understand. I want to believe, but I just can't come to terms with the unknown. Does anyone else have a hard time reconnecting or finding their faith?
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