Lately my depression has just been getting worse. My anxiety is high all of the time and the only thing that makes it go down is sleeping and smoking. I feel like I am losing control of my life. I hate going places and seeing people. I am scared to talk to my therapist and tell her everything that is oging on. I just feel so stupid about everything. The days seem to be so long and the nights so short. I am terrified of school starting and completely failing. I just want everything to go away.
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