Hi all. For the past month to two months my depression has virtually disappeared. I'm on 100mg of Zoloft and it has been great. I've been upbeat, happy, less angry and sad, and less self-degrading. But the past week or so I've been terrible. I've been up and down in my mood swings and mean to people around me. I just haven't been great to be around at all. I know it is probably because of the holidays, or maybe because I will hopefully get my period soon (Getting off depo so thinking that is messing with my hormones) but I just feel SO hopeless right now. About everything. About being able to lose weight, about finishing my Masters, about ever being able to work again (I have a chronic pain condition), and am feeling SO insecure about my relationship, which even a week ago I wasn't. I am going to call my Dr. because I'm wondering if I should up my meds. in the meantime I'm just trying to stay out of everyones way. I feel like I'm ruining the holidays for everyone...........as usual. :(
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