Im Just So TIRED Of PAIN,Physical,Mental,Illnesses,ect..... Right now I Have A Severe Kidney Infection on top of An MS FLARE UP,My Legs are Swelling & Hurting HORRABLEY,i Have A Migrain & I Feel Like Crying,Crying,Crying!!!!! I Hate Being This Way. I`ve Been Trying so Hard to be POSITIVE! Got Positive Books Out Of The Library. Been positive On The MS Site. But I Don`t want to Let Anyone Down,Oh Im So Sorry! The Last Thing You All Need Is Someone Whos feeling Very Sorry for Herself! Im So Very,VERY SORRY!!!! Cindi/Indigo PS ~ You are All So Kind & Compassionet! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!
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