I only asked that silly question because I assume mine was caused by a horrible unloved baby/child in childhood. (At least I felt that way but my mom said she loved us). And from sexual abuse and a murderer dad, so left out of the community. But it's so ingrained, there is NOTHING going to fix it or cure it. Maybe I was born with it?! Does anyone ever get better? Without Celexa I'm more rageful, but I NEVER feel happy.
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