i am married, to a pretty good guy, he has made some mistakes along the way,that made me distrust him, but he is basically good man. I have always been depressed, even as a child. the past 4 to 5 months, some issues have come up in our marriage, that he is trying to make amends for, and he is trying to be understanding. But sometimes I am not sure i want to be married to him anymore. I feel guilty, awful, like a horrible person. Except for the mistakes he has made that he has admitted to, he has treated me well, given me a good life. Has anyone ever felt like this?
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