I am depressed again, my marriage is rocky to put it mildly. My husband is threatening divorce because for the last two weeks I haven't picked up the kids toys in the living room. Last month it was because we weren't intimate often enough. Before that it was because I didn't show him enough affection. Before that because my parents buy too many preasents for the boys. Before that it was how dare I take a four day trip (free) to Atlanta, GA with my mom and cousins. before that it was that I don't cook the right thing for dinner. I could go on and on. I just don't feel like I can do anything right anymore. I don't think I ever did. My poor boys, they deserve better than me. I get up every morning with them, take the 4 year old to preschool, and play with the 3 year old. It is harder and harder to get up in the morning, it is harder and harder to put that happy mommy face on in the morning and keep it on all day. Then try to shower my husband with attention and affection when he gets home. I just don't have the energy anymore. What do I do???
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