depressed cause i have been doing something to friend that i am not very proud of - i have vowed to stop but i feel very guilty - if she found out she would be devasated - i dont want to say what i have been doing but it involves betraying her trust -- i was doing it cause i was so insecure and paranoid- i was looking for evidence that she was betraying me .. now that i am feeling a about myself and friend doesnt consume my life like she did at one time i am looking back and not feeling very proud of what i have been doing..
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