i just wrote a message to someone who is helping me explaining why i am depressed. i think that with all i have going on i kinda suppressed my issues but writing that message brought them back to surface. now i'm hurting. it hurts so bad. i feel sick to my stomach. i just want to vanish from this nightmare. this just can't really be my life. i just don't believe it. ok here come these tears. dammit now i'm probably not going to class or to my meeting later today. i'll face the consequences i can't go feeling like this. especially to this class where all i do is interact. itll make me feel worse
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