Don't let the mood thing in my profile fool you, I don't know how to change it. My whole life seems like it's crumbling apart. I'm on my senior year of High School, but I'm not going to pass. I don't have a job, and no matter how hard I try, no one is hiring me. I currently have out at least 5 different applications. I don't have a car, nor do I have my license. I don't have money to take my girlfriend out places. All my mother does is complain about how I do everything wrong. My father hates me. I can't take all of this stress and pain much longer. I'm a man, but I'll admit that I'm crying as I write this. I don't know what to do. I know about 90% of you are going to say it's ok and to just stick it out blah blah blah things will get better. Everybody tells me that, and it hasn't happened. I need someone to tell me something other than that. I'm dying inside and nobody even realizes it.
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