I feel like all day I am digging in a deep dark ditch and every now and then I am allowed to jump up onto the grass and enjoy life and then pretty quickly I am back in that hole digging that ditch.I alomost want to de-sensatise myself so that every little comment or thought doesn't send me back into that ditch. Up down up down- Anyone else diggin an endless ditch?
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