I cant even kill myself right. Iwake up each day crying.My Dr is not going to see me becauuse of the number of pills she refillled. She does not know I tried to kill myself.She has already written me off. I received her letter the day I was discharged for pylonepritis.I have been sick with the stomach flu,then my brother died & all I could see was my husband who has cancer in the casket.This has been the past mo. I dont see any hope of things getting better. Every time I think thinggs are going to work out they get worse.I cant live this way.I feel like the lowest most stupid person.If anyone can help me I would really appreciate it.
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