i have been thinking a lot about dying, not so much death. the actual act of feeling one's life slip from one's being has been plaguing my brain for a few months now. i have though about killing myself but there is not a good enough method available to me at this time so my mind has shifted to how it will feel to die? does anyone else think about this concept? i remember trying to kill myself in january. i remember feeling my heart slowdown and my breathing begin to labor and feeling uncertain as to whether or not dying was what i really wanted at the time. i am saddened sometimes that i failed to die during that time. anyway i was just wondering if other people think about dying.
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