Everyday i don'nt know what my day is going to be like. If i work and stay busy enough I'm fine. If i have nothing to do, my mind wanders and I get depressed. I don't even know if I'm depressed or if it's from sheer exhaustion...i hardly sleep at night and if i do, i wake up 5 times, so it's not restful at all. i feel like my entire life has been one bad thing after another. I feel like it never ends...once one bad thing ends and i think my life is going good, then it turns bad...its just a never ending cycle and it's all horrible life changing things, never anything simple...
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