i don't know if you remember the post i made a couple of days ago about me being depressed only at work. well now it seems i have less time to think about all the bad things in my life cuz we have a new employee and he seems to like me and has kept me company the past couple of days. he says that he likes to be friends first and that he takes things slow. he basically said everything to me that i want to hear from a guy and now i like him certainly. and we have alot in common. i still haven't had time to decide if its just game or not but i have a feeling about this one could be different. i think he could be different from all the others but that being said i really don't know him that well. the only problem i see is that he still married but planning to get a divorce and he has two girls. he is six years older than me. i don't have any kids and i'm really not experienced at all with relationships but i feel like this could be a chance for me to get a little experience. I CAN TALK TO HIM OMG!!!! he's very understanding and doesn't make me feel crazy. he genuinely makes me smile inside and makes me feel good again. i feel like i'm falling for him already and we've only conversed for three days now so i also feel like my feelings may be based on something premature. i'm going to feel so stupid if he turns out to be just like the other guys. how should i handle this, considering that i do want to have a relationship with him?
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