I have severe depression, anxiety and intermittent panic. I have no friends and am all alone. The loneliness is killing me. I don't want to live and iw\\\ can't even type. I wish I would sleep and not wake up. I can't bear it anymore. No one lkes me, I am unintelligent, old, haggardly, dumpy and cant get any pleasure out of anything. It is getting worse. No support. Can't get any in my town due to budget cuts. I feel hopeless and helpless. I shouldn';t have been born at all. I try to be friendlya nd nice to be nice but no luck. I am sick of being sick. I also hae physical issues. I am foggy in the head and can't think nor type properly, My fingers aren't doig the walking. I sound awful on here but i must tell the truth. blah blah blah. I talk too much. I don't know what to do. Totally no hope. I do not want to live anymore. I cna't take the pain anymore. It is getting worse. thank you for reading this unpleasant and poorly typed posting.
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