I just need to vent!!! My ex was here last night, and started with me. I tell him to keep away yet as his family is across the street, and his kids here he uses these things as a reason to come here. Okay - I'll accept this, but treat me nice - as a person - is all I ask. Does he - no! He got me so mad last night that I told him to shut up, and get out! This is so not me, but I refuse to be belittled by him. How dare he!!!! Now today I feel like a bad person for being so weak, and letting him get to me.
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