I was 13 when my dad died and now I am 18. I love him alot. I took care or him. he was like my child. ever scince then all I can thing about is how much I miss him. my mom does not help or talk about him. I have try to kill my self to be with him beacuse He died of acolocal posining. I feel like a lost soul with out him. what should I do to help get rid of the bad thoughts and depression
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