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cut me out

deleted_user
deleted_user
to the all in the depression community...

i have had such a bad (horrible actually) day, i want to hurt myself in a bad way, but won't because there are those of you who would love nothing better than to rejoice in me hurting myself. so, with that in mind, i won't take the blade, i won't cut. my head is a mess. why, i am so confused, why do you few want to hurt??
god, if you could explain it to me, maybe i could cope, but until then,
i'm out.
deleted_user
deleted_user
meow... maybe you would like to have a chat with me?
deleted_user
deleted_user
tears.... i think so.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm proud of you for not giving in to the temptation of cutting. It's a huge step, and something I am battling as well. I hope you continue to remain strong. To the people who have hurt you, they are jerks and can't control you. Cast them aside and remain close to those who want to help you. I'll be here if you want someone to talk to, who won't have mean words to say.
rubyblue
rubyblue
I hope you feel better soon xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
would you like to talk? I don't have much wisdom on cutting, only what the books say for psych nursing so don't know that i have any answers but can listen. Hugz
deleted_user
deleted_user
Any one that would rejoice if you did that isnt even worth mentioning :) Its good that you are feeling that way though because the people that would rejoice ( i dont think anyone would though ) have made you say " fuck you, I AM worth more!"
And you are :)
deleted_user
deleted_user
*hugs* do you mean why do I cut? I cut because it makes me feel numb/high (endorphins) when my emotions become to bad I cut to get rid of them... stay strong, stay away from that blade!!
deleted_user
deleted_user
honey, please dont hurt yourself,you are a lovely person and i dont want to see you hurt. there are nasty people in every walk of life, here is no exeption. please ignore negativity on here and put yourself first,big hugs, thinking of you. love hazel xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
just like to add, those people are mean and bad and you're right to resist just so they can't win!! And, I wouldn't rejoice if you hurt yourself!
deleted_user
deleted_user
hugs. I wouldn't rejoice if you hurt yourself
deleted_user
deleted_user
Meow..even if not everyone gets along all the time, I don't think anyone would really want you to hurt yourself. No no no! Keep talking.
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