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I know this is no substitute for a doctor, and I do have an appointment for January with a psychiatrist for my depression so I will share it with her then.
Anyway, I have been suffering from depression all my life but just officially diagnosed a few years ago. I've been having trouble with finding the right meds because something will work for awhile and then stop...which is why I am seeing a psychiatrist in January.
So...tonight I was generally feeling bad about work and whatnot and so I went shopping to look at Christmas cards and stuff. Well the store was PACKED full of people. I had to go to the bathroom very suddenly and it was hard to get there and when I did it was diarrhea. I still felt sick after but went around looking regardless. I decided to look at the watches because it was something I wanted and I kind of wanted to pick one out to hint at my fiance for. Well, I was waiting and waiting, and the worker just kept helping other people and not me and suddenly I just had to leave. I had to get out. I practically ran to my car. I then called my fiance to talk to him. I needed to talk to someone. I could barely speak. He couldn't understand what was wrong. I finally started to cry and I couldn't stop and I couldn't really explain why. I told him about the store and about something stupid someone at work at said and just overall I couldn't stop sobbing.
He talked to me calmly, told me it was okay and he'd go shopping with me another day and etc. It lasted probably a good 20-30 minutes but i was feeling weird before then too... but then suddenly it was like a weight had been lifted off my chest and I could stop crying. I don't know why one minute I really *couldn't* stop crying then the next I was able to.
My head knew it was nothing to cry about but I couldn't stop. As I was explaining it to him, he said 'sounds like you might have had a panic attack'
My mom and sister both get panic attacks but theirs are different from mine which is why I didn't think that is what I was having.
Looking back when I get these 'crying spells' as I call them it does happen for a small reason and I feel I can't stop even though my brain knows it is nothing to cry about. I have also gotten hives in the past in conjunction with the crying.
Could these crying spells be panic attacks or just another depression symptom?? Hrmm...
Thank you for any thoughts.
Anyway, I have been suffering from depression all my life but just officially diagnosed a few years ago. I've been having trouble with finding the right meds because something will work for awhile and then stop...which is why I am seeing a psychiatrist in January.
So...tonight I was generally feeling bad about work and whatnot and so I went shopping to look at Christmas cards and stuff. Well the store was PACKED full of people. I had to go to the bathroom very suddenly and it was hard to get there and when I did it was diarrhea. I still felt sick after but went around looking regardless. I decided to look at the watches because it was something I wanted and I kind of wanted to pick one out to hint at my fiance for. Well, I was waiting and waiting, and the worker just kept helping other people and not me and suddenly I just had to leave. I had to get out. I practically ran to my car. I then called my fiance to talk to him. I needed to talk to someone. I could barely speak. He couldn't understand what was wrong. I finally started to cry and I couldn't stop and I couldn't really explain why. I told him about the store and about something stupid someone at work at said and just overall I couldn't stop sobbing.
He talked to me calmly, told me it was okay and he'd go shopping with me another day and etc. It lasted probably a good 20-30 minutes but i was feeling weird before then too... but then suddenly it was like a weight had been lifted off my chest and I could stop crying. I don't know why one minute I really *couldn't* stop crying then the next I was able to.
My head knew it was nothing to cry about but I couldn't stop. As I was explaining it to him, he said 'sounds like you might have had a panic attack'
My mom and sister both get panic attacks but theirs are different from mine which is why I didn't think that is what I was having.
Looking back when I get these 'crying spells' as I call them it does happen for a small reason and I feel I can't stop even though my brain knows it is nothing to cry about. I have also gotten hives in the past in conjunction with the crying.
Could these crying spells be panic attacks or just another depression symptom?? Hrmm...
Thank you for any thoughts.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Those are the only symptoms i know of, however, there could be symptoms more like yours.
I do know that panic attacks usually don't last very long, and forcing yourself to breathe slowly often calms them down. Also, breathing into a paper bag if you're hyperventilating.
The only reason I know of for unpromted crying, is a symptom of depression. it sounds to me like you may have been stuffing those feelings from whatever was said to you at work, and the pressure from shopping and being ignored (any tie to what was said at work?) just made that stuffed emotion come right to the surface.
But there could be more I don't know of.
The being ignored wasn't really related to the work thing, but it didn't help i'm sure. all the people overwhelm me too though. I hate crowds.
Probably just depression but I'll be sure to tell my doc about it.
Thanks for your reply.