I am crying so hard because I just got off the phone to the crisis team and she didnt listen to a word I said. I am just so hurt. She told me my screamingly obvious bipolar mania is just "a natural mood pattern" and the fact that I have not needed to sleep for three days is "normal sleep distrubance". It's DYSPHORIC FUCKING MANIA, a monkey with a clipboard could not miss that fact that i am blatantly bipolar. I'm sorry this isnt really an issue for this board but I have been receiving abuse from two members on the bipolar board and am scared to keep posting. I am shaking because I cant stop my thoughts racing. Nothing uses up my energy. I'm still having really dark thoughts. Why wont she listen? Sorry if this annoys anyone :(
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