The countdown has began... 3 full work days left before I am off on medical leave ....... 6 more days till surgery.... I have kinda stopped my lexapro and ativan till after the surgery even tho noone told me too I just dont feel comfortable having all those drugs in me at once .... So my emontions have been kinda WHACKED .... I was driving to work today and JUST started crying ... YEP doing 70 on the interstate with KORN blaring and wiping the snot from my nose I know this is because my head is suffering withdraw from both the Lexapro and ativan ....... and I am tatally WIPED OUT all the time So I took a dose of my meds tonite hoping that maybe i can stable it for a few more days till I get away from SATAN at work ... And with my sense of humor fading I am getting my scared of the cut I am going to have and the heal time :(
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