omg i'm so bored. please help me. i'm tired of tv and i'm tired of internet and i'm tired of my boring ass life. i just need something to do right now at this very moment. i have no one to spend my life with and its driving me insane. what am i going to do???? who am i going to do it with?? i just think that if i started sacrificing myself and be like everyone else then i will be happy. if i was normal i would be happy. if i just slept with all the guys at work at least then i'd have someone to talk to right now instead of no offense typing to you. yadda yadda if if if. i am nothing and thats what i have. the worst part is i did it to myself. see there was a time when i was very weird and i isolated myself from everyone cuz they made me sick. but now i really want to be around someone who doesn't think i'm weird and i just want to laugh and listen to them talk cuz i don't talk alot but no i have to be here all alone. no friends no life. being normal really sucks.
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