Well tomorrow is the big court trial to try to make our oldest foster son whom is almost 10 yrs old so than we can adopt him and his 5 yr old sister. I'm so paranoid, scared, my stomach is going into knots cause i actually have to attempt to be civil to my kids sperm donor's, and that makes me sick! I know that abuse, neglect happens a lot with children in society, but with what they did especially to our son (Lance) i'm not sure if i will ever forgive his sperm donor's! We are in for a week long trial, cause of all the evidence that the department has against them! We have about 20 witnesses that will be testifying, and i should not be paranoid but i just can't get out of my mind that there's always a slight chance that something could go wrong. Lance has told his worker many, many times that he wants Ray and I to be his forever family, and i'm so paranoid that something is going to go wrong! I'm not really asking for advice, i'm just venting, and posting this so ppl can pray for us while we are going through this process. Thank you for listening, you guys are all great!
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