ok so me and the ex have many problems. he recently stayed at my house for 6 weeks . i dont care for him anymore but i quite liked the idea of a man about the house. like someone to care and protect me ? company at night time when the kids are in bed ? he has took to phoning me again, saying he misses me. i know im lonely, i know i should stop this but, hell im lonely, im sick of being alone with no one to care about me. so do i accept second best in the hope it will get better ?this guy has put me through a lot of pain in the past but i hate being alone.maybe i could grow to love him again ? am i living in cloud cuckoo land ? im confused, i dont know what to do.
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