Help me. I am married and suffer everyday with depression and fears and problems from the past. I had a verbally and sometimes physically abusive father as a child and now it seem to haunt me. I find myself trying to defendt myself or even protect myself when my husband and I fight because I am taken back to the abuse as a child. I know my husband would never intentionally hurt me but i still sometimes place him in the position of my father...I find myself thinking constantly of what my father did to me as a child and not being able to get over it. I want so badly to get over my problem but I dont know how to forget about my father and live my own life.
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