I haven't been on here for a couple of days. Things at home have been very up and down. Today things hit rock bottom. Money is more than tight right now it's nearly nonexistant. Bills are backing up. We went to town together today to pay a couple of bills, and were coming up short. Ended up borrowing from my grandmother. Husband got completely mad, drove home order me out of the car and left me. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost. If I don't work I get blamed for our lack of money, if I do work I get blamed for not being able to watch the kids and keep the house spotless. I just can't do this anymore. Sorry to be on here ranting but I litteraly have no one to talk to! I have 0 friends, my parents are well they are not supportive. No bothers or sisters...nothing. My husband was the only ally I had left...without him I am truely alone. Right now I am so tired, all my energy is gone, I just want to go to sleep..........
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