My girlfriend wrote some things about me and I want to tell my side. I did work full time for 2 years and part time for 2 but doing a masters program at the sam time. Im not faking depression cause I was diagnosed with severe depression. Its not made up like it sounds. Yes theres pressure to get a job but its hard to get a paid teaching job right now but I have sent out resumes. I try to have small goals through out the day to try to keep myself away from lying on the couch. I do clean the house and stuff like that. I do have thoughts about suicide but I promised I wouldnt do it. Im very adverse to get help cause it seems to confirm that getting help that Im messed up. I cant say anything about the things in the past and we did get counseling for it. I dont always go out with people or go to my games and when people ask me to go out I say no for no reason, cause Im depressed. She says that Im the life of the party when I go out and thats not true. Everyone tells me that I dont talk when I go out. Even with my family I feel like Im the quiet one. Its not that I go out every day but my brother gets worried and I go out with him in the week. Believe what you want. I feel like Im writing my own epitaph but she wanted me to tell my side cause hers is bias and of course people will say Im mainpulation even though Im not. Im not a good boyfriend right now but Im not using her.
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