isn't that the great thing about time? maybe the "only" great thing.. is that you can always start over, clean slate.. once you have come full circle with your anger and pain, the only thing left is starting over.. for me, and this new year..that's what it is.. for me to let go and let God.. to forgive..and to now look at me and what I can do to be a better person, to focus on me.. talk about me.. work on me.. change me..I have said some really hurtful things in the past about my inlaw family for sure, I have known rejection and judgment from them and lashed out in negative ways, I have tried in desperation to make them love my family, and realized that was the root of my anger..I wanted more than anything to have them to share, and when It didn't work out that way, I became someone I didn't like and lashed out in hurt and anger.. no more, I am letting go once and for all and letting God take it from here, I will pray that God will heal my family, I can only work on me now.. and change me... my family is wonderful and such a blessing, I wish to be able to share that with them very very soon. blessings to you all for a great new year.
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