okay so I am Christian, and I love God. Even in the pych hospital I still worshipped him because i knew my mental breakdown had nothing to do with God. But afterwards, when I had sucidal thought and was very unstable, i got the cold shoulder from the church. i didn't want much from them I just wanted to help out in the church and occupy some of my time because I felt so loney. I had to fill out a application and they asked me if I had ever been in the pych hospital or on prescition drugs. I was never called back. I am still very hurt by this. I thought the church was supposed to help. Insead of feeling supported, I felt judged.
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