So my boyfriend and I are having a HUGE talk tonight about whether we need to be together. I caught him on Eharmony about a month and half ago and he says that its because I wouldnt communicate with him. I had just lost my brother and the day I found out about the eharmony was also the day of my grandmas funeral. Since then we have had some mini discussions and he has said that he is not sure whether we need to be together or not. And he refuses to apologize for the eharmony thing because he says he isnt sorry. I feel like a pile of shit because if he isn't sorry what does that say about him? I'm not going to demand an apology but damn. I feel like I did the best I could as far as "us" goes during that time and he keeps saying that it isn't all about me- that he has needs too. And I acknowledge that he has needs- but shouldnt they take a backseat for just a little while- til I get through my grief at least? Or am I being unreasonable?
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