I'm new here, and rather short on patience, most of all with myself and my life and the black road it's stuck on. I'm a care giver, again, wasn't much break between the 2, it's my life and it's no life yet it's necessary and I feel bad for feeling bad about it, I'd do it all over again, family does for family, but I've long suffered from depression and worse and coping, well that's not something I've been able to do in a while and I'm worn thin. Things have to change, yet they can't and I feel trapped in this feeling of hopelessness, yet guilt over it, it's hard to deal with-hard to explain, words always falling so short, about most things in life. Any others with similar experience?
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