my brother and i were bored so we decided to find all the spare change we could find and go get some fast food together and just hang out and listen to music and smoke cigarettes and have a good ol time. we live an hour apart and busy schedules and lack of money kinda prohibit us from seeing eachother often so we were both really excited.

he called me to tell me he left and then 5 minutes later it started raining here. i dunno why i felt so worried all of a sudden so i called him to tell him to be careful because it was raining and he laughed at me for acting like a mother and told me he'd be here soon. when an hour passed and he wasnt here i started to get worried and think the worst and finally he called and i answered before the first ring even finish with a "are you heere!?!?!?!?!?" and he was like "no. im not coming. i got in an accident. i totalled my car"

he was driving over this hill less than a minute away from my house and when he braked for some reason they stuck and the only telephone pole in sight in the area is what he ended up hitting. his car is completely totalled and hes lucky he is alive. when we were standing next to his car another car came over the hill and slid and almost hit us. it was scary as hell.

my brother and i are close so when one of us feels pain, the other one does too so im pretty shaken up and worried right now. and just the fact that i came close to losing him has me in a weird place.

life comes at you quick. and leaves you even quicker.