i am so done withfighting and having to put up with everything. i have been in this place for to long and it is eating me alive. i cant take it. i try to do better and if i get one step ahead iget knocked 5 steps back. i just cant win. i am losing everything. i just want to die. i started cutting again and doing it more and its the only thing that is helping. and lately i feel if thats the only good thing helping then i have no chance. i need to just be able to leave this life behind...
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