I CAN NOT HIDE IT ANYMORE! I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE! IM SICK OF THIS PAIN, IM SICK OF THIS HURT, PPL ARE HUGGING ME TELLING ME HOW THEY ARE GOING TO KILL THEMSELF. I CANT CALL ANYONE, EBCAUSE MY GOD MOTHER IS A TOTAL BIT(H, AND DOENST GIVE A SH!T. I JUST CANT HIDE IT, AND I CANT GO TO THE ER, BECAUSE IF IT SHOW I HAVE BEEN HOSPITATLIZED BECAUSE OF MY MENTAL HEALTH, THAN I CAN KISS WORKING IN PD GOODBYE, I DONT KNOW, JUST CANT GO, DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMOR,E AND I CANTY HIDE IT. CANT DSEE PAST ALL THISE TEARS, HURTS ASO BAD, DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ROR HOW TO TALE THIS. ANYMORE! AND I BET IM GOING TO BE BASHED, AND ATTACKED, ALONG WITH THE FKING RATING GOING THOUGH THE ROOF! BUT FK IT, IM HURTING. JUST CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE, HURTS SO BAD. WANT TO DIE!
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