Hello. I am new to this site and I have had depression for awhile now. I am on 10 mg of Citlopram and it doesn't seem to be working. I am having a hard time in my personal life. I am worthless and feel I would be better off dead. My 10 year son wouldn't want me to do that I know but the pain and worthlessness is making me want to take a bunch of pills and die. I think he would be better off and so would the whole world. I come home from work and play with my sleeping pills and think about taking them all and how easy it would be to not feel anything anymore. I am sorry to say all of this but I don't know who else to tell. My parents are giving me a hard time and I can't tell them. I definately wouldn't bring my 10 year old into this. I will be 36 in 2 days and wish I was never born.
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