ok i know what i have to do. i have to go into the hospital. i need it to stop smoking this weed and to get my meds adjusted. i do wanna cut very bad but i am not suicidal. i just cant keep living like this and i dont have money to support my habit.i cant just smoke a lil i need a lot. i hate it. i wish i never took that one hit that is all it took. when u go into the hospital you have to literally put your life on hold..i just feel like so much is going on right now. i cant stress this enough i much i hate this. the depression the addiction! WHY!!!!!
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