I was reading a post in another community about women who are scared of men and i'm one of these women. The question that I have is, would this have anything to do with having a bad personal relationship with my father. Im sure it does. My father and I did not speak 4 11 year's. Then one day I decided to call him and see if he would even want to talk to me and he did,I ended up moving to be near him, we talked for a couple of months, then he got mad because I did not want to go to a family reunion with people i don't even know, and my stepsister's are there, and they always make me feel so bad,and my stepmother, who i dont get along with at all, im not going to subject myself to that. I am wondering if I should move away from here, maybe I will start feeling better, it is so deperessing to be here in the same town with him, when he doesnt call or make any effort to be around me and my son, has not even made an effort at all, I just want to get as far away from here as possible, and the next time that i leave i will never come back. I will never do this again. This is hurting my son also being here and his grandfather never calling and not trying to get to know him. On christmas he gave us 200 dollar gift cards, via my grandmother, like he thinks that money makes everthing okay.Hey how about a phone call? I dont really know my father, i met him when i was 10, then i moved with my grandparents because his wife couldnt handle another child, when i lived with my grandparents he never called either, what is wrong with him? im just venting, just makes me mad. He is the only family i have left besides my grandmother, and it doesnt look like he is ever going to change.
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