There is too many things in my life that can't be changed and I have no will to work to try to make them better. I cannot do this anymore...it's too much and nobody will give me a break. I can't go to work today, and there is fixing to be big fight about it, i'm going to blow up on my mom. it will probably be very violent and things will get broken. I will probably try to hurt myself as well. I can't take getting pushed and demanded anymore though, and it's about to be shown.
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