Well, I just wrote in my journal and still felt like I needed to post here as well. I absolutely HATE my life! My husband hates me and I'm facing these horrible charges that I am innocent of. I just feel like I cannot deal with my life anymore. I am seriously considering ending my life. I know that I have a beautiful daughter to think of, but I just think that she will be better off without me. She is so young, she won't even remember me when I'm gone and she will still have her dad and other family. I am no good to ANYONE. Please don't say that it will get better in time because it is just going to get worse. I cannot cope with this anymore.
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