hi yal... the past few weeks i have been doing really good and then today there was a huge blow up at my parents i walked in the door to find my sister and mother in a screaming match both my parents are crying my mother is screaming at me telling me that my sister is jealous of me and my children. my dad is slowly dying of emphysema/COPD and all he is doing is crying and saying he wants to live the remaining of his life with his family in peace. it was all too effin crazy. after all this happened i got a little down and felt bad for my parents. now all of a sudden i am fearing abadonment of a dear friend of mine whom i am really close. i havent had this fear in some time and it all of sudden reappeared this afternoon after this blow up. do you think the two may coincide? perhaps the fighting brought on some insecurity. funny how i havent worried about losing this one friend for some time and now all of a sudden i fear she hates me....
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