I haven't slept in three days because of a dream I keep having in which I find myself hovering above my life less body watching smoke from a ciggarette slowly rise from my mouth but in the smoke are memories of mine of some of the happiest things that used to be my life and some of the worst things in my life and just as the smoke quits I would wake up in a cold sweat and was unable to fall back asleep...I just cant understand this, can anybody make sense of it?
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