as many of you know i was r*ped last week and was trying to work out how to telly my girlfriend and some other friends... well i did... my girl friend is amazing and so wonderful. but my two friends i told now think im lying.. because i spoke my mind about how much we have grown apart or the fact i have an appointment at the local RCC n they dont see how its possible that i got an appt so quick or that id even phone them when i cant gt out the grips of my parents... so ive now lost my two best friends cos they think im mocking them... i didnt need that, im so ready to give up and as for friendships... how i can trust again i dont know.
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