Just dumped another boyfriend -- even tho id only seen him once in my life (online relationship) its hurts again cuz i loved him with every ounce of my being. I tell myself each and every time "don't get too attached because its not gonna work out, it never does" but i didn't listen with my brain i listened w/ my heart and thought he was the one. But he wasn't, he didn't understand what i am going thru and was only interested in seeing my body. I thought he just needed space but i guess i was wrong.....I write and he signs off!!!! Haven t heard a word in over 2 weeks -- i thought he loved me, he said he did!! guess i loved him more than he loved me. I'm such an idiot for thinking that anyone would ever love me for me...I guess i have a knack for picking idiots for boyfriends....its never gonna happen -- ill never have a boyfriend that stays around or doesn't cheat on me....life sucks....
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